They all are very 중요 for me! My가족, My메모리, My사랑, My심장, My감사 ... Here I want them 항상 when I need ... I do not have anything to be given ... But, only able to create a 추억 with them ... 너희들을 사랑한다 <3<3<3 !!!
Jaga hubungan kita dengan Allah!
Haaa! itu lebih baik, dari sibuk nak jaga hubungan dengan orang yang belum pasti lagi jadi mahram kita atau tidak ...
Menjaga hubungan kita dengan orang yang tak tahu nak menghargai kita atau tidak ...
Walahualam, rasanya perkara ni dah dibahaskan banyak kali ...
Tapi, tak tahu lah nak cakap apa ...
Manusia kan, bila di tegur, marah ...
Bila di tegur, tak dapat nak terima ...
Bila di tegur sikit, perli-perli dekat facebook dengan twitter ...
MasyaALLAH, itu ke perangai yang elok, sudah-sudah lah ...
Kalau kita tegur dan ingatkan orang, orang buat tak tahu dan makin menyakitkan hati kita ...
Biarkanlah dia dengan hidup dia ...
Janji, kita dah jalankan tugas kita untuk mengingati dia, insyaALLAH :)
Eh! apa aku merepek lah, nak share benda ni aje kot ...
Kepada sesiapa yang terasa dengan kata-kata diatas, minta maaf yea ...
So, nampak sangat korang tergolong dengan orang-orang diatas ni ...
MasyaALLAH, subahanaALLAH ...
Astaghfirullalazim, maafkan saya yea ...
This is what, I would like to share:-
"ALLAH TAK PERNAH JANJI, ORANG YANG KAHWIN AKAN DAPAT ANAK ...
ALLAH TAK PERNAH JANJI, ORANG YANG KERJA SIANG MALAM AKAN JADI KAYA ..."
TAPI ...............
SESUNGGUHNYA JANJI ALLAH ITU PASTI ...
SIAPA JAGA SOLAT,
MAKA DIA ADALAH ORANG YANG BERJAYA ...
SIAPA JAGA SOLAT,
MAKA ALLAH AKAN ANGKAT KESEMPITAN HIDUP DI DUNIA ...
SIAPA JAGA SOLAT,
ALLAH, AKAN ANGKAT SEKSA KUBUR ...
SIAPA JAGA SOLAT,
ALLAH AKAN BERI BUKU AMAL DENGAN TANGAN KANAN ...
SIAPA JAGA SOLAT,
DAPAT LINTAS TITIAN SIRAT SEPANTAS KILAT ...
SIAPA JAGA SOLAT,
AKAN MASUK SYURGA TANPA DI HISAB ...
JANJI APAKAH YANG LEBIH BAIK DARI INI ... ???
Allah maha mengetahui segala nya ... Dia yang layak untuk membuat semua perhitungan atau apa sahaja ...
So, just share and untuk ingat kan diri sendiri ... Kepada sesiapa yang sedar lepas baca benda ni, alhamdulilah ... Ingat yea sahabat-sahabat semua :) So, selamat membaca ... Selamat berfikir ... Selamat hendaknya yea ... InsyaALLAH, Amin ... Walahualam :) Renung-renungkan ^^
Hidup ni ada macam-macam, cuma kita sanggup untuk hadapinya atau tidak ...
Hello! Bella, umur kau berapa sekarang ???
Demi Allah, asal macam budak-budak sangat kau ni, huhhh!
Sedih dengan hidup kau ni Bella!!!
Kenapa Bella, kenapa kau harus ikut telunjuk orang lagi ...
Bukan semua suka dan senang dengan kita ataupun dengan perangai kita ...
Bukan semua orang ada di sisi kita tatkala kita memerlukan ...
Bukan semua orang yang seratus peratus ikhlas dengan kita ...
Oppsss! Ikhlas ???
Bella jangan bahas benda itu, nanti jadi perang besar ...
Haha! Kisah pulak aku ...
Kau ajar aku untuk jadi kuat kan, oppsss!
Aku dah terlebih kuat ni, sampai jadi kurang ajar pulak yeaaa ...
Apa-apa aje lah ...
Apa pun, I just wish a best think for you ...
I know what I'm doing and Allah S.W.T. know me very well than you ...
So, before you judge someone ...
Before you jealous someone ...
Before you do something ...
Better you think back, and say to your self macam ni ...
"AGAK-AGAKNYA AKU AKAN TERKENA BALIK TAK KALAU AKU BUAT MACAM NIE???"
For me, easier, KUN-FAYA-KUN, walhualam :)
I just can smile to see both of you ...
I just can happy for both of you ...
I just can pray a good think for you and please, sedar-sedar lah cepat yea ...
For me, I still have ALLAH ...
And its more enough, Alhamdulilah ...
Thank you Allah! ^^
Okey! Enough, tak mahu bahas benda ni lah, cukup-cukup lah ...
Manusia mudah lupa dengan apa yang dia pernah katakan ...
Pernah diluahkan ...
Pernah diucapakan ...
Pernah ...............
Macam-macam lah yang pernah nya punnn~
Aku pun "pernah" gak, hahaha!
Tapi, mujur aku cepat sedar ...
Sebab aku ada orang disekeliling aku yang sentiasa mengingatkan dan menyedarkan aku ...
Dan aku belajar dari kesilapan ...
Alhamdulilah, its a new me la right now ...
So, you need to be like me la ...
Ether you can accept me back or not, its up to you la ...
But, alhmdulilah, I can accept you back :)
You hate me and say that I'm a annoying person ...
But, I will never say that to you ...
You not trust me ...
But, I trust you ...
You not believe me ...
But, I believe you ...
You can't wait me ...
But, I can wait you ...
You can't understand me ...
But, I can understand you ...
You can't patience with me ...
But, I can patience with you ...
You delete me deep in your heart ...
But, I, I will never delete you in my heart or my memory ...
Because, you are always being my memory even one day, Allah say, that we need to separate forever ...
Dear! Wake up, you are no more younger ...
Until when that we want behavior like this ???
Please be mature!
Why until now you can't forget the past ...
Why your attitude like this ...
Please! Please! Please!
I hope one day you will realize it, realize all what you done and everything that you did to me or others and I wish Allah will open deep inside your heart and show a true thing to you, amin!
Today I feel something, I'm not usually feel like this before, but this feeling teach and realize me that we need to appreciated all things that we have ...
Receive a massage in evening, it was my work time ...
Its really make me shock, what I say in my heart, "ARE YOU SERIOUS???"
Three years dear, three years ...
The past of three years, feel like, just now happen ...
Its true, when we are together, we can't feel the missing ...
When we are together, we can't feel the true feeling that we should feel ...
But when I far from you guys, when you guys far from me, its really make me hurt ...
Make me always, before sleep, my routine it was, crying ...
Its happen like, before this we are always together and never be far ...
If we are not always in 6, but, we are always in around when each of us need it ...
Second by second ...
Minutes by minutes ...
Hours by hours ...
Day by day ...
Week by week ...
Month by month ...
Year by year ...
What ever happen, one day we need to separate ...
Even my heart will be hurt and really pain ...
Before this I'm not grateful what I have ...
I'm not satisfied what I have ...
But, when we are far, feel something that I usually not feel it because we are always together ...
The feeling it was M.I.S.S
Just one word that can change everything ...
I'm glad that I can miss you guys, that means, I can't be far away from you guys ...
I feel that I would like to always being besides you guys ...
I'm sorry dear, if after we done our practicle, I'm not seeing and meet you guys ...
That not means, that I already forget you guys ...
REMEMBER! That you always with me and always give me support and advice ...
How could I forget a person that always help me no matter happen ...
You guys is my strength!!!
If not because of your guys advice and support, I don't were I have been ...
I'm sorry, if I'm not always calling or massaging your guys ...
Seriously, damnly, stupidly, crazly, I miss you guys so much ...
I miss all the memory that we create for a past 3 years ...
I miss to lepaking with you guys in Mamak stall ...
We eat and we share a food ...
SAKA MAKAN!
I miss to fight with you guys ...
I miss to hangout with you guys after class and eat MC'D or FOOD COURT in SOGO ...
I miss to "kutuk-kutuk belakang", hahahahahaha! :')
I miss all!!
I wish I can turn back the time, the memory ...
What ever it, we need separate for temporarily ...
We need to faces a new challenge, new environment and new life ...
You are my true friends!
Until Jannah!!! InsyaALLAH ^^
F.O.R.E.V.E.R!!!
Dear friends!
I'm sorry if for the past 3 years, I always do a thing without thinking your guys feeling ...
But, deep in my heart, not crossed in my mind to make you hate and hurt because of my attitude ...
I want you guys back ...
Its not easy to admit our wrong ...
I learn from my mistake, its hurt far away from you guys ...
I know its easy to say SORRY ...
BUT, for those are really hurt because of my attitude, it not easy to accept, I'm right my friends ???
I wish and I hope that we can started again, like we meet for a first time ...
She told me that this mask very differ to other mask ...
My sister also told me why not we try it ...
So, we try for the first time laaa ...
So, we using tonight laaa ...
Tonight we didn't go anywhere and just lepaking in house ...
So, we play black ghost tonight ...
My sister say, wearing a mask together and she feel young and feel like she anak dara ...
Puihhh! Sis, wake up laaa, you already have 3 children and another one, wake up also haaa, you daughter only 7 months ...
If your daughter saw you like this, I don't know laaa what she say about her mother nie haaa ~
However, yaayyy! Its true what my two sister just say it ...
It was fun and feel good gather with sibling ...
It hard to find a good time like this ...
I should appreciated this moment ...
Usually, I will put by my own the mask into my face ...
But tonight, my lovely sister do it for me ...
Yaayyy! I miss them so much ...
I miss this moment ...
I wanna cry ...
Thank you ALLAH !!! ^^
P/S:
GOOD NIGHT GUYS! FOR THOSE WHO HAVE SISTER OR BROTHER, PLEASE APPRECIATED THEM EVEN SOMETIMES THEY ALL ARE VERY ANNOYING TO YOU GUYS ... BUT BELIEVE ME, WHEN THEY ALL ALREADY GET MARRIAGE AND YOU WILL FEEL THE EMPTY EVEN SOMETIMES YOU FEEL FREEDOM ... BELIEVE ME! SO, GOODNIGHT, FOR THE FIRST TIME NYAAA, TONIGHT WE WILL SLEEP TOGETHER, I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!! I LOVE YOU SISTER AND ESPECIALLY I LOVE YOU MY BROTHER IN LAW, BECAUSE GIVE THE PERMISSION TO LET ME SLEEP WITH MY SISTER :')
Its hard to leave something that give a lot of advice to us and teach us about life ...
Even we say that we can't let a special thing go, at last we need to let them go ...
We need to look forwards, our behind is past and we should not remember a past thing ...
We can remember them as our nice and good memory ...
Because in front us, there have a heavy thing that we need to faces it ...
Whether we can faces it or not ...
Whether we can take this challenges or not ...
Whether we can be more stronger or not ...
M.A.R.C.H.
Its hard to find a good and nice friends in new environment ...
Not like when we are in kindergarten ...
Not like when we are in primary or secondary school ...
Not also like when we are in college or university ...
Its hard actually ...
But, I still thankful, because, I'm still have my BFF until now ...
Something that very important and good moment for me ...
Starting a new thing in my life, which I never realize that, to have something it was not easier that we think ...
We need to work hard to get something that we want ...
There teach me, how difficult life and how life go on ...
We cry ...
We laugh ...
We angry ...
We mad ...
We love ...
We miss ...
We share ...
I learn all this thing for one month ...
Now, I appreciated all this thing ...
Before this, I just let my tears go without reason ...
Before this, I just let my laugh go without reason ...
I just let around people get angry from me without notice why I'm get angry with them, because they never do wrong to me ...
A past of me, I was really bad ...
From there I learn how wonderful life ...
How beautiful life ...
How grateful life ...
Thank you for those already teach me about all this thing ...
However time go ...
However second go ...
However minutes go ...
However hours go ...
However day go ...
However week go ...
However month go ....
Life must go on ...
I choose this way and I need to faces all this thing and I need to take all this challenge ...
Because if a small thing I can't handle how I want to survive my life for another 3 weeks, 3 months, 3 years ...
Am I right ???
I believe, if we want to achieve all our dream, we need to start from below and we need to take challenges ...
After that, we can enjoy our life ...
We can feel that we are already successful ...
We can enjoy what we have after that ...
Alhamdulilah !!!
Thank you ALLAH !!!
Because YOU always with me ...
Always besides me ...
Always have when I need YOU ...
I will be more strong after this ...
Because I believe on YOU ...
P/S:
BE NICE, BE GOOD, BE WONDERFUL, BE BEAUTIFUL, BE MORE STRONG, BE MORE GORGEOUS, BE MORE GRATEFUL, BE MORE LOVABLE ON APRIL !!! YAAYYY !!! ^^
Entry hari ini sangat-sangat lah tidak bagus, haha! Boleh pulak macam tu yea ...
Just short aje la yea, memang tak ada mood gila bila fikirkan benda nie ...
Tapi apa boleh buat, bila tak di luahkan, meronta-rontan hati nie nak bercerita, tapi tak tahu nak bercerita dekat siapa ...
Nak kata kan malu, tak ada lah sangat, tapi, entah lah tak suka gila dengan perasaan nie ...
Ceritanya macam nie, dah kerja sebulan, tapi yes, mungkin salah aku jugak sebab tak selidik partner lain yang kerja dengan aku ...
Baru-baru nie, aku di coach oleh seorang lelaki, yang, boleh di pangkatkan sebagai abang aku lah ... Sebab tengok gaya, dia macam dah kerja lama, and then cara dia buat kerja, memang sangat pro laaa ...
Kami berkerja seperti satu family ... Seronok sangat ...
Tetapi, sejak 2-3hari ini, aku di tugaskan dengan seorang lelaki, yang baru aje aku katakan tadi, ia layak dipanggil abang ... Perkara nie memang benar-benar tidak ku sangkakan ...
Mungkin selepas ini, ada sedikit kerenggangan antara kami dan juga rakan partner yang lain, nak tahu sebab kenapa ...
Sebabnya, mereka semua sebaya dengan saya ... Argghhh!!!
Yang paling tak suka, lelaki yang aku panggil abang selama nie adalah musuh ketat aku atau erti kata lain, jiran aku ... Argghhh!!!
Menjerit tak menjerit lah apabila aku dapat tahu semua nie ...
Lepas nie, tidak ada lagi nak abang atau kakak ...
Kerana mereka semua sebaya dengan aku
KAU dan AKU aje lah yang lebih baikkk, kannn ~~
Apa pun kehidupan mesti di teruskan ...
Tak kisah lah, kau jiran ke, musuh aku ke ...
Tapi hakikatnya, benda tu memang betul pun ...
So, the conclusion, you do your work, I'm doing my work ...
Fair and square right, "abang" ???
HUHHH!!! GELI KOTTT!!!
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소원! 願い! 意愿! Wishes! Ucapan! :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU ... HAPPY AND SMILE ALWAYS, OKEY ... I HAVE NOTHING TO GIVE TO YOU, BUT, JUST MY PRAY THAT ALWAYS WITH YOU, INSYAALLAH ... I HOPE THAT WE CAN MEET AND GATHER AGAIN AS A GGN :') BECAUSE I MISS YOU AND OTHERS SO BADLY ... NOW YOU ARE OFFICIALLY 21, BUT ME, STILL 20, HAHA! SO, ENJOY YOUR LIFE ... JADI ANAK YANG SOLEHAH DAN TAAT KEPADA KEDUA IBUBAPA YEA ... SAYANG MEREKA, DAN TUNAIKAN APA SAHAJA YANG MEREKA IMPIKAN, JANGAN JADI MACAM AKU, **apabendayangakudahbuat** HAHA! APA PUN ENJOY BIRTHDAY ANDA YANG KE 21 NIE, CEPAT2 DAPAT JODOH, OKEY ... AMIN!!! SEMOGA APA YANG DIIMPIKAN AKAN TERMAKBUL, AMIN!!! MAAF, SEBAB SAYA TAK ADA HADIAH ISTIMEWA UNTUK ANDA, MAAF JUGA TIDAK DAPAT CELEBRATE BIRTHDAY ANDA SEPERTI MANA KITA SAMBUT UNTUK 3TAHUN LEPAS, TAPI, TAK BERMAKNA SAYA LUPA AKAN ANDA!!! SAYANG KAMU, JAGA DIRI ^^
Just for you! Maaf dengan keadaan aku macam tu yeaaa, hehe ... Enjoy ! Happy birthday Sweetie ^^
I'm backkk ~ Haha! I will look on forward ... I will be a good and nice person ... I will be more better that what I have been before ... I will try be a positive person ... I will be nice to others people and to all my friends, insyaALLAH ^^ Please teach me, please look on forward on me, always with me, pray and wish for me ...
Aja aja Fighting!!!
Ganbattekudasai!!!
Chaiyok!!!
All the best!!!
Berusaha!!!
Ya ALLAH! Miss nya dengan blog nie ... Demi ALLAH, dah lama gila tak update, tapi tak bermakna tak ada benda nak cerita atau kongsi ... Mungkin dah disebabkan dah masuk angka "2" nie kannn, so, nak mengadu-mengadu nie, macam dah segan, hehe ... So, yang lebih baik dan lebih afdal, mengadu aje dekat BF kita, iaitu ALLAH ... Haaa ~ boleh pulak macam tu yea ... Tak adalah, mungkin dah semakin besar, dan matang nie nak boleh fikir apa yang baik dan apa yang tak baik ... Saya serahkan semuanya pada ALLAH, biar ALLAH yang menentukan ...
Apa yang membuatkan saya bukak blog nie balik, pertama, bukan sebab nak mengadu atau bercerita tentang negatif, tapi, nak berkongsi sesuatu yang sangat-sangat menarik ... Memandangkan, hari ulangtahun kawan baik saya bakal tiba tak berapa lama lagi, tak tahu nak bagi dia present apa, so, luahkan lah dekat dalam blog nie ... Benda baik tak agak-agak nya tu ??? Haha! InsyaALLAH ...
Disebabkan, hari ulangtahun dia dah nak dekat, saya ada buat simple vidoe utk dia, dengan keadaan saya yang agak memalukan jugak lah ... Tapi, tak apa yang penting ikhlas! :) Disebabkan benda itulah, baru nak tergerak bukak blog nie ...
InsyaALLAH, saya akan cuba untuk update dan berkongsi sesuatu yang sangat menarik buat yang lain atau pun diri saya sendiri sebagai rujukan ataupun sebagai kenangan saya ... Maklumlah, dah masuk angka "2" nie, banyak benda dah start untuk "lupa" ... Sampai orang yang tersayang pun cakap, "awak nie pelupa, tak seperti usia awak", haha! Kesah pulakkk kannn ~ So, enjoy guys! ^^
