:: 130526 - In Memory ::

Your wedding card I will keep forever! 

It will be a good and nice memory my dear! 

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU ASHARINA DAN SHAMIN ... 

LOVE BOTH OF YOU UNTIL JANNAH! 

First of all, like seriously, I'm really-really shock hear that you will get marriage soon ...

I just imagine that you just do a joke ...

BUT, actually, you are not my dear ... 

You already grow up dear ... 

I feel just yesterday I meet you and being your friends ... 

We friends almost more than 5 years, even, we are not closed and not always going out together, BUT, I can feel your sincerely ... 

Acha, I will miss you so badly ... 

I'm sorry that I can't make it today ... 

I can't attend your wedding ceremony, BUT, my pray always with you ... 

I send my girl to you! 

Haha! 

Just nice all my girlfriends ...

So, Happy Marriage Life! 

Faster get a son/daughter soon ...

Can't wait for next generation of Acha and Shamien ... 

Always with you ... 

Whatever happen, you always will be my friends ... 

BFF Forever!!! ^^

It was happen today! 

And I was very jely kot! 

Hahaha! :p 

I wish I will be there with you guys ...

Celeb Acha and Shamien big day together ...

Even I can make it today, BUT, when you have a babies soon ...

INDEED! I will attend it :^)

BTW, when we flash back our memory ... 

Its a lot ... 

True what people say, when have a ceremony like wedding or what ever, we will meet all friends ... 

Started become a enemy, no more enemy ... 

Started become a good friend, being a enemy now ...

Eh! What I'm talking about ... 

Haha! 

Actually, it was happen ... 

Its already happen!!! 

When at school, always fight ...

Have a that group, there group, a lot of group ...

Always do whatever that you like to do, BUT, right now we become a closed friends ... 

The end, we are together right now, no more "PUAK-PUAK" ... 

Like seriously, I like it ... 

On today incident, they have a nice memory to create ... 

Zaty say, this incident happen and she can meet our old friends, I think almost 5 years we not meet together ... 

It was Zara! 

For me also, I meet someone, that when school time ... 

After 1 o'clock, we will accompany her to meet her boyfriends ... 

It was funny ...

And that girl was Ayu! 

Zaty have a long time not see Zara! 

And me, have a long time not see Ayu! 

Anywhere! 

I'm still happy ... 

Even I can't go to Acha wedding, BUT, I feel that I with them ... 

I feel the laughter ... 

I feel the joking ... 

I feel their smile ... 

ALL!!! 

Thank you friends, thank you for everything ... 

I really enjoy with you guys today! 

You guys Awesome! 

You guys Rock! 

You guys Cool! 

FOREVER WITH YOU GUYS, BFF!!! 

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU SEKALI LAGI YEAAA! 

JENGUK-JENGUK KITA ORANG YEA ACHA DAN SHAMIEN ... 

WILL MISS YOU GUYS! 

TAKE CARE BOTH OF YOU ...

LOVE YOU GUYS! ^^

:: Jagalah hubungan kita dengan ALLAH! ::

Jaga hubungan kita dengan Allah!
Haaa! itu lebih baik, dari sibuk nak jaga hubungan dengan orang yang belum pasti lagi jadi mahram kita atau tidak ...
Menjaga hubungan kita dengan orang yang tak tahu nak menghargai kita atau tidak ...
Walahualam, rasanya perkara ni dah dibahaskan banyak kali ...
Tapi, tak tahu lah nak cakap apa ...
Manusia kan, bila di tegur, marah ...
Bila di tegur, tak dapat nak terima ...
Bila di tegur sikit, perli-perli dekat facebook dengan twitter ...
MasyaALLAH, itu ke perangai yang elok, sudah-sudah lah ...
Kalau kita tegur dan ingatkan orang, orang buat tak tahu dan makin menyakitkan hati kita ...
Biarkanlah dia dengan hidup dia ...
Janji, kita dah jalankan tugas kita untuk mengingati dia, insyaALLAH :)

Eh! apa aku merepek lah, nak share benda ni aje kot ...
Kepada sesiapa yang terasa dengan kata-kata diatas, minta maaf yea ...
So, nampak sangat korang tergolong dengan orang-orang diatas ni ...
MasyaALLAH, subahanaALLAH ...
Astaghfirullalazim, maafkan saya yea ...

This is what, I would like to share:-

"ALLAH TAK PERNAH JANJI, ORANG YANG KAHWIN AKAN DAPAT ANAK ...

ALLAH TAK PERNAH JANJI, ORANG YANG KERJA SIANG MALAM AKAN JADI KAYA ..."

TAPI ...............

SESUNGGUHNYA JANJI ALLAH ITU PASTI ... 

SIAPA JAGA SOLAT, 

MAKA DIA ADALAH ORANG YANG BERJAYA ... 

SIAPA JAGA SOLAT, 

MAKA ALLAH AKAN ANGKAT KESEMPITAN HIDUP DI DUNIA ... 

SIAPA JAGA SOLAT, 

ALLAH, AKAN ANGKAT SEKSA KUBUR ... 

SIAPA JAGA SOLAT, 

ALLAH AKAN BERI BUKU AMAL DENGAN TANGAN KANAN ... 

SIAPA JAGA SOLAT, 

DAPAT LINTAS TITIAN SIRAT SEPANTAS KILAT ... 

SIAPA JAGA SOLAT, 

AKAN MASUK SYURGA TANPA DI HISAB ... 

JANJI APAKAH YANG LEBIH BAIK DARI INI ... ??? 

Allah maha mengetahui segala nya ... Dia yang layak untuk membuat semua perhitungan atau apa sahaja ... 

So, just share and untuk ingat kan diri sendiri ... Kepada sesiapa yang sedar lepas baca benda ni, alhamdulilah ... Ingat yea sahabat-sahabat semua :) So, selamat membaca ... Selamat berfikir ... Selamat hendaknya yea ... InsyaALLAH, Amin ... Walahualam :) Renung-renungkan ^^

:: Nothing can I say, just P.R.A.Y and say A.L.H.A.M.D.U.L.I.L.A.H and S.M.I.L.E ::

Hidup ni ada macam-macam, cuma kita sanggup untuk hadapinya atau tidak ...
Hello! Bella, umur kau berapa sekarang ???
Demi Allah, asal macam budak-budak sangat kau ni, huhhh!
Sedih dengan hidup kau ni Bella!!!
Kenapa Bella, kenapa kau harus ikut telunjuk orang lagi ...
Bukan semua suka dan senang dengan kita ataupun dengan perangai kita ...
Bukan semua orang ada di sisi kita tatkala kita memerlukan ...
Bukan semua orang yang seratus peratus ikhlas dengan kita ...
Oppsss! Ikhlas ???
Bella jangan bahas benda itu, nanti jadi perang besar ...
Haha! Kisah pulak aku ...
Kau ajar aku untuk jadi kuat kan, oppsss!
Aku dah terlebih kuat ni, sampai jadi kurang ajar pulak yeaaa ...
Apa-apa aje lah ...
Apa pun, I just wish a best think for you ...
I know what I'm doing and Allah S.W.T. know me very well than you ...
So, before you judge someone ...
Before you jealous someone ...
Before you do something ...
Better you think back, and say to your self macam ni ...

"AGAK-AGAKNYA AKU AKAN TERKENA BALIK TAK KALAU AKU BUAT MACAM NIE???"

For me, easier, KUN-FAYA-KUN, walhualam :)
I just can smile to see both of you ...
I just can happy for both of you ...
I just can pray a good think for you and please, sedar-sedar lah cepat yea ...
For me, I still have ALLAH ...
And its more enough, Alhamdulilah ...
Thank you Allah! ^^

Okey! Enough, tak mahu bahas benda ni lah, cukup-cukup lah ...
Manusia mudah lupa dengan apa yang dia pernah katakan ...
Pernah diluahkan ...
Pernah diucapakan ...
Pernah ...............
Macam-macam lah yang pernah nya punnn~
Aku pun "pernah" gak, hahaha!
Tapi, mujur aku cepat sedar ...
Sebab aku ada orang disekeliling aku yang sentiasa mengingatkan dan menyedarkan aku ...
Dan aku belajar dari kesilapan ...
Alhamdulilah, its a new me la right now ...
So, you need to be like me la ...
Ether you can accept me back or not, its up to you la ...
But, alhmdulilah, I can accept you back :)

You hate me and say that I'm a annoying person ...
But, I will never say that to you ...
You not trust me ...
But, I trust you ...
You not believe me ...
But, I believe you ...
You can't wait me ...
But, I can wait you ...
You can't understand me ...
But, I can understand you ...
You can't patience with me ...
But, I can patience with you ...
You delete me deep in your heart ...
But, I, I will never delete you in my heart or my memory ...
Because, you are always being my memory even one day, Allah say, that we need to separate forever ...

Dear! Wake up, you are no more younger ...
Until when that we want behavior like this ???
Please be mature!
Why until now you can't forget the past ...
Why your attitude like this ...
Please! Please! Please!
I hope one day you will realize it, realize all what you done and everything that you did to me or others and I wish Allah will open deep inside your heart and show a true thing to you, amin!

:: 잘다녀와 형! ^^ 130506, 01:00pm, Jeonju, Jeonbuk 35th Division ::

Y = Yesung Oppa! 

E = Entertaining Person! 

S = Selca Mode On!

U = Unique Person! 

N = Nice guy & Nice person & Nice with ELF's 

G = Gold Voice (WillMissYouVoice :')) 

You're go already! 

Already miss you! 

Already miss a time when always you update your twitter! 

Hard to let you go ... 

But, need to let you go ... 

You go for a reason ... 

Even 2 years is long, I will say to myself that 2 years are very short time ... 

However, you are always SJ and me and others always your ELF's ... 

Oppa! 

Take care yourself ... 

Take care your health ... 

Always smile and don't cry because it will make us cry to ... 

Don't worry about us ... 

Other SJ member will always take care about us ... 

We will pretend that you are in SJ concert ... 

We will pretend that you are always in SJ, where ever SJ go ... 

We will pretend that SJ always 13! 

Forever SJ!!!

Oppa! 

Complete your mission quickly and quickly go back ...

Always wait for you ... 

Always miss you ... 

Always wait for your tweet ... 

Always wait for your new SELCA!!! 

ALWAYS! INDEED! Miss everything that you do ... 

After this NO MORE about what you do everyday!!!

NO MORE your:

 :: Daily selca ::

:: Handsome cashier ::

:: Glasses promotion ::

:: Engrish ::

:: K.R.Y. ::

:: Turtle lover :: 

:: Octopus dance ::

:: Gold voice :: 

I will remember this that and I will remember for the first time we meet ... 

I will remember all memory that we have create together ... 

Always remember me and always miss us!!! 

Always in my prayers!!! 

I LOVE YOU OPPA!!!

I MISS YOU OPPA!!! 

Quickly GO BACK!!! :') 

#WeWillWaitKimJongWoon 

#TheDayThatMustRemember130506

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#TheDayThatMustTakeNote150531

#MissYouLoveYou

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:: 3 Y.E.A.R.S! ::

Today I feel something, I'm not usually feel like this before, but this feeling teach and realize me that we need to appreciated all things that we have ... 

Receive a massage in evening, it was my work time ... 

Its really make me shock, what I say in my heart, "ARE YOU SERIOUS???"

Three years dear, three years ...

The past of three years, feel like, just now happen ... 

Its true, when we are together, we can't feel the missing ... 

When we are together, we can't feel the true feeling that we should feel ...

But when I far from you guys, when you guys far from me, its really make me hurt ... 

Make me always, before sleep, my routine it was, crying ...

Its happen like, before this we are always together and never be far ...

If we are not always in 6, but, we are always in around when each of us need it ... 

Second by second ...

Minutes by minutes ...

Hours by hours ... 

Day by day ... 

Week by week ...

Month by month ... 

Year by year ... 

What ever happen, one day we need to separate ... 

Even my heart will be hurt and really pain ... 

Before this I'm not grateful what I have ...

I'm not satisfied what I have ...

But, when we are far, feel something that I usually not feel it because we are always together ... 

The feeling it was M.I.S.S 

Just one word that can change everything ... 

I'm glad that I can miss you guys, that means, I can't be far away from you guys ... 

I feel that I would like to always being besides you guys ...  

I'm sorry dear, if after we done our practicle, I'm not seeing and meet you guys ... 

That not means, that I already forget you guys ... 

REMEMBER! That you always with me and always give me support and advice ... 

How could I forget a person that always help me no matter happen ... 

You guys is my strength!!!

If not because of your guys advice and support, I don't were I have been ... 

I'm sorry, if I'm not always calling or massaging your guys ... 

Seriously, damnly, stupidly, crazly, I miss you guys so much ... 

I miss all the memory that we create for a past 3 years ... 

I miss to lepaking with you guys in Mamak stall ... 

We eat and we share a food ...

SAKA MAKAN! 

I miss to fight with you guys ... 

I miss to hangout with you guys after class and eat MC'D or FOOD COURT in SOGO ... 

I miss to "kutuk-kutuk belakang", hahahahahaha! :') 

I miss all!!

I wish I can turn back the time, the memory ... 

What ever it, we need separate for temporarily ...

We need to faces a new challenge, new environment and new life ... 

You are my true friends! 

Until Jannah!!! InsyaALLAH ^^

F.O.R.E.V.E.R!!!

Dear friends! 

I'm sorry if for the past 3 years, I always do a thing without thinking your guys feeling ... 

But, deep in my heart, not crossed in my mind to make you hate and hurt because of my attitude ... 

I want you guys back ... 

Its not easy to admit our wrong ... 

I learn from my mistake, its hurt far away from you guys ... 

I know its easy to say SORRY ...

BUT, for those are really hurt because of my attitude, it not easy to accept, I'm right my friends ???

I wish and I hope that we can started again, like we meet for a first time ...

Can I ???